Perplexed.
I find myself in a deep state of confusion.
My judgment is unsound of late.
My vision blurred.
I am baffled.
I am dazed.
My convictions are shattered.
In bits and pieces.
They scurry away.
In all
directions.
At high speeds.
Shrapnel.
My hands
bleed.
In vain.
My eyes
cry for the dispelled illusions.
Shrouded by skeins of pain.
My body
twitches.
Again.
And again.
My mind is in
constant eruption.
My fear is in
constant flux.
Magma boils in my stomach.
Lava flows run through my veins.
Random images flood my magnet brain.
Gravity
pulls.
My feet are stuck to the ground.
My body, a pendulum, sways.
Frustration
sears my soul.
Bitterness
swirls within.
And
waits...
as anger crowds reason.
Suffocating.
Battered.
It is
pushed out.
Spit
out.
Bled
out.